samanthaoswald

Soooo frusturated today. My dad broke his arm and he called my sister to tell her he wouldn't be able to see her because he has a bum arm, understandable. then my mom had to call him and voice her opinion about his conversation with kenzie and i got mad because it was not the time or the place to yell at him for when hes hopped up on hydros. Am I way out of line here? I feel like such the peace maker with my family and its getting so hard not to completly blow my cap  I feel like just ignoring everyone and do what matthew does except for the whole disappearing thing. Mood : Angry

I have recently been working alot and I hate it. I don't know if working's just not for me or how I feel about it in general but it's really been bumming me out latley. I want to travel, go places and see things. Live life! I feel like I haven't been able to do any of that with my current job. Granted I like being an Esthetician, but It seem's its such a hassle to get time off and get away from work and not feel guilty about it. Does anyone else feel this way? I also have been having alot of anxiety latley about life. I feel like something is going to happen. Something big. I don't know what but it is a transitional time for me and my husb